Update.

There has been alot of things going on in my life. Alot. Let’s see. I think the biggest thing that changed in my life is the fact that Jojo is dead. My dog died of organ failure at night after being in the hospital for a long time because of some heart problem. It has been quite an interesting few weeks after my mum first told me the news….Its hard to live your life when something that you really care alot for is dying and it isn’t possible for you to be there with her while she is suffering. When she died, it was immensely difficult for me to deal with it…Principally is the guilt that I had to deal with. The guilt that I couldn’t be with her when she was suffering. That was something that I had to deal with up till now. Whatever the case…I already gotten over her death and the guilt. It will always stay with me but I will eventually deal with sooner or later.

I have had a terrible week and while this week doesn’t seem to be going as bad as the last week, I suspect it will either stay this way or get worst. No way its gonna get better.

Forget it.

I’m too filled with rage to type.

Make what you think of it.

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